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About Me Premium Member Mad Scientist Hinamizawa Syndrome17/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Weeks
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It's me and the moon.

I'm so tired of days that feel like the night...

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Pain you know you can't ignore...

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 2, 2009, 7:15 PM


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Man, I just had a long journal typed out, and then my cat walked across the keyboard, and it all went POOF. Gone. D:

Oh, well. I forgive him. But I'm not typing it all out again...

Anyway, mainly what I said was that I'm starting to feel a little bit better now. Well, my mood, anyway. I feel about the same, physically. :/ But hopefully not for much longer.

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  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Disturbed.
  • Reading: Kurosagi.
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: Okami.
  • Eating: Nothing,
  • Drinking: Dr. Pepper.
Skin by =darkaion (modified by *crystalline-slumber)

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Hell's asylum.
  • Interests: Ebola.
  • Favourite movie: 28 Days/Weeks Later.
  • Favourite band or musician: Disturbed, KoRn, Turmion Kätilöt, Suicide Silence, Celldweller, and OTEP.
  • Favourite genre of music: Pretty much everything. Especially metal.
  • Favourite artist: Naoki Urasawa.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Richard Preston.
  • Favourite style of art: Gore.
  • MP3 player of choice: Memorex.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything I happen to be obsessed with at the moment.
  • Skin of choice: Yours. It'll make an excellent new rug.
  • Favourite game: Silent Hill and Resident Evil.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Johan Liebert and Pyramid Head.
  • Personal Quote: THE END IS EXTREMELY FUCKING NIGH.

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[17-year-old pansexual female.]

I LOVE: Disturbed, music in general, art, my fursona, my other OC's, biohazard symbols, Silent Hill, Resident Evil, darkness, skateboarding, the color red, certain anime, coffee, the Ebola Virus, other infectious diseases, sparkledogs and gloomdogs, nature, stamps, manga, my friends, parties, autumn, etc.

I HATE: People in general, bad spelling and grammar, my illness, squeamish pansies, back-stabbers, Twilight, my "time of the month", drunk-drivers, little kids, church, school, Disney Channel, most anime, summer, the sun, ignorance, bullies, being tired and sick all the time, authority figures, etc.

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MY THEMESONGS:

Disturbed - Numb
OTEP - Rise, Rebel, Resist
Mastodon - Oblivion
The Used - The Taste Of Ink
Green Day - Give Me Novocaine
Celldweller - My Own Little World
Atreyu - Bleeding Mascara
Dresden Dolls - Girl Anachronism
Reliant K - Let It All Out
Flyleaf - I'm So Sick
P!ATD - Nails For Breakfast, Tacks For Snacks
Dead Poetic - New Medicines
KoRn - Freak On A Leash
Linkin Park - Points Of Authority
Slipknot - Duality
Dream Theater - Glass Prison
Nine Inch Nails - I Do Not Want This
Every Time I Die - Ebolarama
Bring Me The Horizon - Chelsea Smile
Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life

I listen to these bands/artists: Disturbed, Linkin Park, Celldweller, Dirty Vegas, Prodigy, Mastodon, Turmion Kätilöt, Nightwish, The Lonely Island, Lady Gaga, Panic! At The Disco, Dir En Grey, Every Time I Die, Coheed & Cambria, Mindless Self Indulgence, Audioslave, The Bloodhound Gang, Owl City, Eminem, Hollywood Undead, Something Corporate, Crystal Method, Daft Punk, KoRn, brokeNCYDE, Michael Jackson, Suicide Silence, Nine Inch Nails, Dope, Cobra Starship, Within Temptation, System Of A Down, OTEP, Atreyu, Presets, The Agony Scene, 3OH!3, Bring Me The Horizon, Innerpartysystem, Nightward, Marilyn Manson, The Pussycat Dolls, Evanescence, A Perfect Circle, Deathstars, Black Eyed Peas, Kelly Clarkson, Maximum The Hormone, Dream Theater, The Used, Slipknot, The Faint, Escape The Fate, Ayreon, and MANY others.

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Favorite lyrics at the moment...

Sensation washes over me...
I can't describe it.
Pain I felt so long ago,
I don't remember...
Tear a hole so I can see
My devastation.
Feelings from so long ago,
I don't remember...

Holding on, to let them know
What's given to me, given to me.
To hide behind
The mask this time,
And try to believe...

Blind your eyes to what you see...
You can't embrace it.
Leave it well enough alone,
And don't remember.
Cut your pride and watch it bleed.
You can't deny it.
Pain you know you can't ignore...
I don't remember...

Holding on, to let them know
What's given to me, given to me.
To hide behind
The mask this time,
And try to believe...

If I can remember
To know this will conquer me...
If I can just walk alone,
And try to escape into me...

Sensation washes over me.
I can't describe it...
Pain I felt so long ago,
I don't remember...

I'm just holding on, to let them know
What's given to me, given to me.
To hide behind
The mask this time,
And try to believe...

If I can remember
To know this will conquer me...
If I can just walk alone,
And try to escape into me...
Into me...

Into me.

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"Remember" by Disturbed. <3

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~DMatakami:iconDMatakami:
to irritate others, much in the way I like to watch the world burn.
Tue Dec 8, 2009, 8:01 PM
~0-fasciinatiion-0:icon0-fasciinatiion-0:
i tried to read it, but then my eyes exploded.
Tue Dec 8, 2009, 7:53 PM
*crystalline-slumber:iconcrystalline-slumber:
I dare you to try to read that.
Mon Dec 7, 2009, 6:52 PM
*crystalline-slumber:iconcrystalline-slumber:
wHyDoPeOpLeFeElThEnEeDtOtYpElIkEtHiSaLlThEtImE?
Mon Dec 7, 2009, 6:52 PM
*crystalline-slumber:iconcrystalline-slumber:
WEEABOOWEEABOO.
Sun Dec 6, 2009, 8:03 PM

What's worse? 

53%
110 deviants said Mean people.
47%
96 deviants said Stupid people.

Comments


:iconcrystalline-slumber:
ADAM! HI!

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+ .: By trying to B L E E D you o.u.t of me, I nearly .b l e d. myself DRY :. +

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:iconreapera:
awww thanks for the fav babe. I really appreciate it. <3

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thanks for the favorite
:iconbiohazardtoxic:
dang finally i find you .w.

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